My Realization

I am beginning to realize why I spent so much time in my own world of imaginary things when I was little- I hate the stupidity of reality.

I think that I am going to write a book about my life and how things work in my head.

I think that I might start that on here. Thats what I will do.

This world... is crazy.
Sometimes everyone can lose sight of what they are working towards... they can get too caught up in the ways of this place- this decreped place that we are staying in.

I am not of this world. I am in it.

I can be surrounded by a sea of people, and yet feel as though I am alone with God.

Lord, change my heart to be more like You.

Today I feel artsy and poetic...

Life...

Ok. I don't feel like being deep for long- so here goes nothing...
I quit guard on Sat.
It was horrible, but I know that God has it in his hands. I need to trust HIM.
that is all for now. I will put another poem up here later on.